It feels funny. It’s my first blog post. I don’t even know where to start. Let me introduce myself first. It’s like being on a first date. And I don’t even like first dates. They are too painful and stressful. The pressure is pretty much the same right now. Except I’m not introducing myself to only one person and this person’s eyes are not staring directly at me. 🙂 Anyhow, the questions that are crossing my mind are just the same. – “What do you think about me? Am I interesting enough? Do you like me? Would we connect? Would there be a second date? Will we have fun together?” – If I’m honest, it’s extremely scary. I’m freaking out on the inside, especially because I won’t see the reaction right away. So I have to be brave. And at the same time, I’m saying to myself: “F**k it! I started this, so now I have to deal with it.”
I think that’s enough of my babbling. Let’s cut to the chase.
My name is Lea and I come from a small but extremely beautiful country called Slovenia. But I am one of those people who don’t belong to a specific place. My home is where my heart is. The people I love are my home. I like going places. I want to see as much as I can. I love to explore what life has to offer and I am trying to have more than just a normal, day-to-day life. Writing is my passion. I’m in love with music. I can’t imagine my life without dance.
Growing up, I never had a specific goal to achieve or an idea of how my life should look like. I just put myself into the hands of life and I let it take me its own way. Today, at the age of 29, I am slowly getting a perception of what I like doing and what makes me happy. Believe me, it’s not easy to live this way. It can be pretty confusing, actually. Sometimes I feel lost and I don’t know what to do or where to put myself. All I am sure of is that I want to spread my wings and fly. I am breaking free from the fears in my head which are holding me back. Life is happening now, right in front of my eyes. I want to live it, love it and find my true happiness. Don’t get me wrong – I love my life already and I am thankful for all the people I’m surrounded by and all my crazy, stupid, unique moments I had. I appreciate every second of my life and I am not sorry for any choice I’ve made… although there were also some bad ones :D. For sure I made some really bad decisions but I’ve learned from them. I grew. I’m still making bad choices. Sometimes it looks like I just have to take the tough road. But I believe that everything happens for a reason. And downfalls are needed to climb back up and stand strong on your own two feet.
I don’t really know why I started writing this blog. Maybe because my head is filled with all the thoughts and ideas that I want to write down. And if I am doing this, then why not make it accessible to anyone else who is interested in reading it.
What I will be sharing with you are my thoughts, some of my life adventures – and my life can be full of crazy fun sh*t, trust me 🙂 – and, obviously, my creative writing 😀 hahaha. I might also be giving out some tips. I’m not sure yet. So, let’s go on this ride together… chasing rainbows. 😉
Welcome to my life, welcome to The Life Of Lea. I hope we will have fun together.